Munirah

Sunday, October 05, 2008

okay.

and so, ive been in a bad mood mornings for the past few days. i hate it. i lost count how many time i say to my dad, "ayah, please." just because its getting to me. i know, im spoilt giler. just last saturday, when he waited for me at bedok for 3 hours after sending me just so he can pick me up, i snap at him. i was telling him a story and he kept on saying, "so? so? so?" which irritate me giler nya. after snapping, i realise how ungrateful giler i am. here he is, sacrifing his saturday sleep for me and there i am snapping here and there.

and i repeat the scenario just now.

really, anak tak kenang budi. i know.

im glad i still have the opportunity to apologize to the parents.

my dad told me to just reserve all my forgiveness, "takpe, ayah tau nanti adik mesti buat lagi nya. reserve je la eh." so, i am going to prove it to him that, no-no i wont do it again. :)

while im snapping at the dad, im trying my utmost best to avoid crossing paths with the mom whenever i can feel being snappy. gosh, i know its the case of, tiada maaf bagimu, once you snap at the mom. and i dont want to snap at her also. my dad may be the best actor in hiding all the problems he faced to the family, not to me though. but my mom, lets just say, she faints / hyperventilate whenever it overwhelmes her.

and i understand. what with the cousin, the maternal grandmother, the paternal grandfather. and thats why i think raya is a great distraction for everyone to put on a smile and be merry.

wah. snappy post eh.

and why is the lappie still alerting me to detection of virus? why oh why.