Munirah

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Yeah. Finally, Mr Blogger PMS-y mood is gone! :)

I can now upload my long overdued pictures.

But anw, on a totally random note, (whats new right,) i was going home with a friend and he mentioned something like, the "mid-20s crisis". Where, you realise whatever you are doing now is just not worth the future, where, you started to think of the future deep as deep as the core of the Earth, where, you have this fluctuation mood system of wanting to be just by yourself and wondering if you matter in that or this person life as much as they do. Or even have this fear of realisation that you are a GROWN UP now.

We didnt really talk deep into that issue, instead, we went on to the "discourse of our dear Malay newspaper". Wahh. Deep issues indeed.

Anw, I dont think ive reach the crisis point yet, but whenever im left alone, if i dont end up sleeping (or drooling) on the way home, i'll be having thoughts that really affect my mood. I'll be missing certain individuals. Or, i'll be grateful for the presence of certain individuals. Or, i might even (suddenly) be hurt from the action of some individuals. I dont think im capable of telling people my emotion. I dont think ive ever tell off a person or tell the person im hurt unless i really, really am and even that, i took a longgg time to compose sentences in my head so that whatever i say doesnt sound as if its childish. And even that, when i did say it out, it just come out as totally wrong and i end up crying. Which is a no-no cause the other party wont know what the heck you are talking about.

Haiz, see lah. Im all alone now. Thus, the random-ness.

Okay, pictures to remind me of my happy past few weeks. :)

Induction / Lun-Din at CoffeeBean

Weddie Lunch Date at Megabites.

The cake is superb-ly delicious la. Its Mango something something. Try it!

AKUDETA Post Mortem.

Its a pity that most cant make it for the last meeting but i really enjoy the meeting cause theres alot of digression. :)

PBM AGM

Finally, its the time! I am going to miss the meetings, sitting beside Fad, forming conversation with the scribbling of notes, exchanging eye signals and all. But, its free-doomm! Haha. Now, i cant wait to attend the events and just relax one corner. And, i really cannot wait for PB. I know, so kental.

We are forming the word, "PBM", btw. :)

Looking at the two pictures below, ive concluded that Fad cannot make a "wah, lu mau fight" face. Look! Picture 1, she totally spoil the whole idea of "mau fight" scene.

Picture 2, look! Shes on the verge of smiling la. Haiz. Haaahha.

Many, many, many thanks to Zah for the lovely frame! According to her, its like a reflection of yourself kind of thing. I dont know whats the rationale, but if i can merepek about it, it should be, "whether you think you are the best or not, its YOUR reflection". Okaylah. Doesnt make sense. But, toooo baadd. Anw, its nice right?

Oh, and thanks to Adilah for the picture frame too! I love her message, so sweeettt. :)

Finally, the old and the new.