Munirah

Monday, July 28, 2008

i remember having something to write about.. but nevermind.

i was soo angry at myself for not being able to say, "NO". Well, not no to smoking but no to my student's mom. Really. As it is, the one day course spent on Sundays for my "teaching certificate" cause me to have endless tuition assignments for like almost every night. And now, she wants it DOUBLE. And, it doesnt help that the student is not even interested to hear whatever im trying to explain. Or that she doesnt understand even if it is something very simple. Seriously, darah uppp, babe.

And, its not just one mom, its 3 moms with 3 different students!

Okay. Im just angry at myself.

Speaking of teaching, the first lesson of the teaching course that i HAVE to go is interesting and inspiring. It kinda inspired you to be a teacher. Stuffs like, a teacher is the power in the classroom (ie: you set the mood, the behavior, the climate of the classroom etc) or the fact that the teacher is everything to a student. The teacher is the "celebrity", the "counsellor", the "role model" and everything else.

It is indeed, pretty hard. Ive always wanted to be a teacher. Its why i go to JC instead of Poly. But somehow, ive diverted my gaze towards what also i dont know. So, now whenever people ask me what im going to do after NUS, my answer would be a flat, i dont know.

But anyway, totally drain babe.

Oh, the parents and me watched, "Journey to The Centre of the Earth" last Sat. It is ok-lah. So unrealistic. And sooo geographically incline. Its about volcanoes, rocks and whatnot. So, my brain is working as well and my dad kept on nudging me, asking me if whatever is happening in the movie is true. As if im such an expert.

I want to do so many other things but i hate the idea of having to be at woodlands by 6pm for tuition after an outing.

But anw, i still could not find the module that i want. haiz.

okay. after loads of rambling, i still couldnt remember what i want to write in the first place.