Munirah

Monday, April 23, 2007

wahhh. second entry of the day seehh.

haha.

im bored and sleepy and all alone in this cold library.

goshhh.

anw, i cant seem to concentrate on the very interesting perfumes module coursepack laaa. i can dieee. die muni dieeee. gosh. and the examination is tomorrow. and i still havent study for southeast asia which is also tomorrow. die muni dieeeee.

yes.

haha. and ada hati nk keluar lepas ni. gosh. im not even in the panic state that almost all of my friends are la. and if this is not the time to be in the panic state, i dont know when would it be.

gossshhh.

die muni dieeeeee.

haha.

anw, im feeling quite angry. as dumb as it may sound. haha. shallnt tell you guys why im angry but im just angry. i cant believe that he/she can just do that and this and whatnot without thinking of ME, dear me or the implication or whatnot. hahahhahaha. dumbooo. actually no ah. i should not feel angry now. im suppose to feel angry in the past actually but i rmb smiling here and there, saying its okay. lalalalalalaahh. then, 1 mth, 1 year later angry about the thing after further evaluation and analysis. you know, case starhub gillleeerrrrnyaaaa. but then, by the time im angry at the thing, the thing either dah settle down, thus, im left with my angry-ness and having no way of telling people that im angry since, well, the thing dah lepas ponnn. and people would be like telling me to lepaskan sahaja kisah lama. ceeehh. jiwang seehhh. and thus, the feeling of entrapment and angry-ness remain a cycle.

understand? i bet adib tk understand nyaaa. hahahaha.

oh well.

i cant do anything. i can just pray and hope for the best. for the exam i mean. not for whether people understand or not.

hahahah.