Monday, February 12, 2007

argh!!!


i hate this. hate this. hate this.


people, DO NOT call me.


yes. you heard/read it right.


my handphone bill have reached yet another BIG SUM of money. for 3 months consecutively. and im feeling soooo guilty cause my mom is going to pay for it since i cant possibly afford it. yes, thats how BIG the bill is. yes, on top of everything else, my mom have to pay for it. as if everything else is not enough of a burden.


i really am useless lah.



so, no calling people. i dont care. really. NO CALLING. and dont ask me to call you or what if im outside cause i do not have any free outgoing or incoming or whatever crap. and if i decided not to pick up your call, i am sooo soorryy cause really, i need to not even spend a cent on the calling thingy.



i hate myself for burdening my mom.


call me selfish or whatever. i dont care.


and yes. no ajak-ing me out to eat. i do not want to spend my money away eating when i can do so at home. cause i know i cant resist the temptation of eating outside.


ARGH!