Munirah

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

hullo.

oh well.

feeling down and up lately cause i have to go for this discretionary interview thingy. down because i think, i expect to get in without any interview whatsoever.. cehbah.. mcm lah kita nya grade bagus sgt... cis.. i dunno.. maybe because ppl kept on saying, "YOU can lah.. sure can go in one.." and now.. interview. its like, wah... tkpe. insyaAllah. kalau boleh, masuk juga kan.. kan... kan?

anyway, last friday... is the last day for most ppl at IRAS for my batch. but, somehow, i was feeling sick and very very frustrated. mostly because im sick la.. and feeling shitty too. maybe because i was overwhelmed by the news that im suppose to go for interview and was just scared at the prospect of disappoint my parents.. oh well.. still.. back to the point.. so, i was feeling shitty.. and just somehow, i called HYDAR. out of all the hundreds of ppl in my phonebook.. i called, HYDAR... who, i never call for like before the start of A Level... luckily he was kind enuff to pick up the phone.. somehow, his voice makes me feel better.. and then... i have to, simply have to, irritate him by asking him to PRAISE ME. i was like, "HYDAR! praise me!!!" of course, he just laugh.. cause, i think this is not the first time i asked him to do so.. so, he laugh.. he said something bout his supervisor beside him or something like that and if he was to praise me, ppl would think that hes talking to his gf. and i was like.... so whiny and all... and insists that he praise me and all.. at last, he WHISPERED to me, "munirah, you are the MOST BEAUTIFUL gal... so, can i put down the phone crazy?"

awww... i miss him!

haha.

no wonder im single eh. hahahaha.. i think only hydar can stand me as what i am. thats why whenever im feeling crazy and moody, i'll call him and i'll feel better.. at least, abit better.

aiyah.

so the shameless.

nevermind.. hydar, if you are reading this, which i dont think so, THANK YOU for being there for me... either willingly or otherwise... for layaning my karenah and laugh it thru as if you are talking to a crazy girl... still, you are the best man!!

haha.

adios!!