Munirah

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

well, okay.

now, im kinda of stuck with my finance thingy. haha. sounds serious, adultish and all but, since i have to pay for my driving license and all, i realise gosh, it is difficult to manage your own stuffs.

i mean, im used to receiving money from beloved mom and dad and not to worried bout, i need to pay that or this, just my food and transport.. but, NOW, when i need to save up for my driving license, transport and all, it is tough especially when my pay is quite small. oh. why the rush for driving license? now.. this is because.. i want to be able to drive the car quick quick and also because, i know the later i postpone, the lazier i get..

this is dumb.

oh.. talking bout money, means, talking bout work.. now, i think in my office, everybody hates each other guts la.. like totally.. they never really say it out loud.. like duh? but.. you can still feel the tension of the thing.. oh.. and i met this one quite charming guy from another company.. apparently, he is quite an impt guy la.. so, we had a lil chat while he go thru all the stoopid stuff and he is a smarty ass la.. from RJC and went on to excel in uni.. but, he say it is all worthless, he ended up in the stoopid office doing stoopid stuff that he find meaningless... he even tell me to not waste my time there. i find that sad. like.. you work your ass off in schs and then went on to work your ass off again in things that you dont even like but you are stuck with.

oh. and i heard my boss is also a very very smart guy la.. he actually is one of the best student in uni.. and to think that he ends up in the container office working every single day, screaming at some ppl, earning him hatred and all.

that is uber sad.

thats why i dont to end up in a totally wrong job. now, i want to try all the job in the world.. ok. fine. jobs that i dream about, which is plenty.. i have try out office work.. and i dont like it a bit.. and i am dying, note.. DYING to try out teaching. at least, i know if i like it, hate it or love it.

anybody want to offer me the position? wink wink.. coffee by the river is at stake..

haha.

adios.