Saturday, December 17, 2005

lalalala.

haha. just read thru the stoopid entry before and it did sound stoopid and crazy. haha. macam la tak tahu. maybe.. its due to the fact that i have to stay at home and listen to quite a number of ppl whining and i cant whine as i usually do with my frens. thats dumb.

anyway... back to my quite normal self. i guess.. u just have to take things slow and easy. about the job thingy, insya Allah, kalau rezeki, tak ke mana. ceh. cakap je senang but..

anyway. nothing much today. as usual.

lalalalala.

ohya. just that.. i notice, i cant sleep without doing some academic stuff like reading or studying. i've been forcing myself to sleep all this while and i can ONLY sleep after i read some intellectual stuff and with the lights and tv on. thats dumb. buang current aje tahu. but still.. i ended up staying awake, looking for cracks kat ceiling doing nothing. and.. by the time i can sleep, its already subuh. imagine that.

why?

nerdy says its the post a level syndrome. but.. its been 1 month already.