Munirah

Friday, July 15, 2005

7 more weeks to prelim and i am still busy with my CCA. wow! and and and... my grades are so damn fantabulous. argh! i mean, nah its ok. shall just burn more midnight oil. but, the thing is i really have no motivation whatsoever to study. argh.

anyway, been busy lately. like totally busy. and still.. oh ya. the guy who called me 10 times a day actually called me 5 times yesterday night. i know it was him cause everytime i picked up the phone, ta-da.. its him. yup. apparently, he was feeling "bored. nothing to do.. and so, thought that its a good idea to get to know me now... " argh. it really started to like TOTALLY REALLY get into me. it is YOUR PROBLEM if you are bored or what. its NOT MY problem. its DEFINITELY NOT MY problem if you have problems with your frens. ya!

ok. sound as if i'm insensitive, uncaring, selfish girl.

but but but.. the fact is.. i was very tired and i am VERY VERY sure that i told him that. NORMAL, CARING, SENSITIVE human being will symphatise with me and say, "well, ok i shall not bother you again. take care.."

but did he say that?

NO!

NO!

he just have to start rambling again on how miserable his life is.

trust me. EVERYBODY has a portion of his life being miserable or depress or what... and i know that well, he needs somebody to talk to.. BUT BUT BUT.. I DONT KNOW HIM AT ALL!!

i dont even know where he stay or what.

and yes.. i do understand that well, sometimes, you just feel lonely. but, it doesnt mean that whenever you are feeling lonely, you can just call Munirah Saini so that she can entertain you.

goodness.

pardon me should i sound angry or what. but i AM angry because i also have a problem of my own which i am really very frustrated about and he just dump all his problem to me. to ME!

argh!!

adios.