Wednesday, May 04, 2005

whoo...

ok. i just met with my ex sec sch fren and he is super cute! yup. totally. well, i dont really know him that well in my sec sch years because most prob i'm obsessed with Hydar BUT since both of us are stuck in a bus together just now, i realise, he is funny. and he has a cute smile. like a smile to die for. totally.

gosh.

oh. wish i can talk to Asri E3 just now. miss him lots.

and.. we had a J1 organised meeting just now, well, the Piramida went quite well as well as the Traditional Game whatsoever. yup. no further comment. we had fun. the J1s ppl are really fun ppl.. like us! yaya...

oh.. and yesterday, was the worst yet the fun day ever. i cant believe i can be THAT belo and that Nerdy and Xiangco can actually REALLY REALLY make me want the earth to open up and shallow me down... like totally. so malu. you guys know what you guys did. gosh.

i realise i really miss the years i had during sec4. so fun. feel so seniorita. and so calm and peaceful and there's no responsible that i have to carry. ya. and no shouting over the phone. no screaming.

i really share the same sentiment with the Terri Shiavo (correct?) family and husband. really. i dunno why the sudden change of feelings. but, it just get to me. sometimes, i'm angry at her cause she dont really plan bout her future as in, theres no savings and she is bias when it comes to loving or taking care of family members. sometimes, i pity her cause she is helpless and cant do anything at all. sometimes i just have this stupid thought in my mind... what if....?


argh. whatever. no one understand me.. right?

see? i knew it. anyway, feeling dopey.


adios.